blind misery

Look!

Blinding misery.

I see it in her diamond-cut eyes

But truth be told

I see only lies

Arrgg!

This ripping pain

Is she insane?!

To rupture my heart

she has to work harder than this.

but I wish

I wish that she depressed the plunger

filtered coffee grounds and the baby butts

of defecto Prussian cigarettes

My burnt lover

Spent.

Bent.

Geranium-dented dimples and cotton candy cheeks

meliferous

Its been weeks since we showered under that icy waterfall

Pleasure had peaked

so sweet it reeked.

Wow!

What now?!

Somersaulting down the corridor of colossal regret

I bet she met her great demise

I'm better 

to forget her if I am wise

Within 

Begin

to realize my jaded rhythmicity

train-tracked this zipper

once with her

Is all I had it be

Instantaneous

Inundation 

of blinding misery