Ego death

WHY?!
Oh Oh Oh!
More misery
It's never enough
for a self-inflicted enemy
Castigated and withdrawn
Melting down like the dying sun
I didn't think that I could suffer so much
but then there was this
Screaming
clenched fists
and an erupting heart
Two moments of forever
blown wide apart
The time that I was this way
was the night that the moon caught on fire
I was in flames
burnt with desire
charred emotions
Magnetic breath
radiating with cruelest
the cruelest
ego death