Mysterious

Mysterious
Abel Tasman, New Zealand

April 10, 2011

I Banish You, Paranoia!

8-)
I'm caught in a conspiracy where everyone's watching me
Whatever happened to my privacy?
Did it burn away like some forgotten yesterday?
Or am I just going crazy? 


>:(
It seems that I can no longer move forward without turning around
I get suspicious of every footstep that hits the ground
Long gone is that sense of sought-after tranquility
Just a knot getting tighter deep inside of me
My fear is near, encompassing my body
I stare everywhere and people look at me oddly


:-X
What can I do to get rid of this feeling?
What can I do to stop my skin from peeling?
Because that’s what it feels like day in and day out
Tormented by the invisible is what I'm talking about.
I do the hokey-pokey and turn myself around
Looking for something that cannot be found



:o 
I'm demanding myself to find my sanity
How difficult could a search like this be?
Well I hope it is close because I feel like a ghost
Beach front property without a seacoast.


::) 
Over here, over there, they are everywhere!
I've got to get away from the specter's glare
I feel it on my legs, on my arms and on the back of my neck
The feeling quickly gets so strong that I look back and check
But of course no one's there, just a pair of broken chairs
Like me they've fallen apart but nobody cares.


:-/
It looks like it is up to me to end this misery
I put this on myself and now I'm as mad as can be
Time to make some changes and live more happily
I'm going to screw some loose screws and take care of my dues
Walk forward with confidence and do whatever I choose.
I'll be a new man with not a worry to fret
I say this with conviction; I just hope I don’t forget.

:-[ 

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